Nowdays very bad mood.

These few days really very bad mood. 

Like din smile or laugh at all. 

I don't wanna be like that. 

But the moods controls me to be happy or sad. 

Mostly ppl think im cheerful, happy-go-lucky and down to earth kind of girl.
But actually, I'm not. 

When i'm in bad mood. Please don't rise my temper. 

I don't treat ppl well when bad mood. 

When good mood, I mess around. 

I can be happy only in school. 

So, when I'm really really sad. 

You guys won't even know. 

I've never told anybody about the real me. 

There's nobody that I can trust. 

So that why, my secrets are always kept down under my heart. 

Sometimes, I've always think that. What happen if I died. 

But I'm too scared to die. HAHA. 

Die is the third thing that I scared of the most. 

First is Ghost == Second is INCESTS. All is THEM !! Grrrrrr >< 

My life is not wonderful.  :) 

But I'm happy with owning it. HAHA. :)